Going to start a new blog that has nothing linked to my name on it… so i can really REALLY tell people what i think and how i feel

you have to be strong to live in this world, so so strong. I had no idea that one day I’d grow up and smiles would fade and people would become twisted. I have lost everyone I love, not physically but mentally. all my best friends have moved on in their lives. I can openly say that right this second I cannot put someone to name that has not hurt or offended me in some way. I care too much about my friends, I put their lives and happiness before mine but they’ve moved on without me and I’m still standing in the same que, waiting to find someone who will stick by me. I’m yet to have found her. someday i would like to be someone’s best friend, to be come to for all sorts of things, not just when their sad. I’m the friend that fixes everything but I’d also love to be the friend that does everything else too. I am
Happy now, iv just lost the people I love. I’m almost tired of forming friendships as they always end. iv got some that actually seem dead to me.i wish I was on my way to school to see someone who was waiting to see me. But that’s not possible, and it never has been.